a warm greeting from the social networking

When everything seem so wrong
I've got nothing to do
Nothing to say
It's all about me and my upside down world
But something lighten up my day
Somebody -not expected one-
greet me on that social networking
Sigh
There's always something bright among the darkness
It feels like the world is stop spinning
I'm starting to act silly
Don't know what to do
Hey,
I'm not trying to make it sounds over
But it's true
Because-the unexpected one-
is my ex-boyfriend slash my first love
slash my only one that I'm still hoping for -until now-
He said : "Hey, how are you? Long time no see"
Err
My heart stop beating
I'm trying to be calm and reply his greeting
But, dear.
Actually I'm expecting more than that
I'm expecting something more than
"how are you?" or "what are you up to?"
But still even just "how are you"
it already made my world back to normal
Damn!
Why does this feeling still here
I thought it was gone
No, it's not gone
Only buried deep down inside the bottom
of my heart
And today it goes to the surface